A Good Place

A Good Place

You know how I know that I am in a good place now compared to a month ago?
Well, I've been creating my scrapbook pages again! In the past 3 days, I've made 3 scrapbook pages that I totally love!!!
And that's how I know I'm all good now.
It had been 2 long months of zero creativity. Not that I did not try. You bet I did. I'd open up my Photoshop, browse thru my photos, browse thru the online galleries but nothing came. No inspiration. Nada. I may have just as well been staring at a blank wall. You know how some artists tap into their angst or something so they can create? Well, I guess I am not one of those. Did I just dare call myself an artist? LOL. I am an artist! A life artist! LOL. Anyhoo, I need to be happy to create. I need positive energy to create.
And the last 3 days have been a blast. I just feel the creative mojo coming back.



See the credits for these layouts HERE.I'm really not in the mood to post them all individually here.

And I think a major factor in bringing me to this positive place was my Doctor's appt last Wednesday. I had an ultrasound, specifically to check how far along I was. Well, I was offically 14 weeks and 5 days. That makes me me 15 weeks and 1 day today. I really did not need to know exactly how far along I was. But what stayed with me were the images of the baby inside me. There is really life within me! And though this baby is probably not even bigger than a peanut, s/he was complete! How awesome is that. Everything is in place. The doctor even pointed out where we might see if the baby's a boy or a girl. Even at this early stage, this baby's identity is there. This is a complete human baby I am carrying. I know I've delivered 3 other babies before. But I am still in awe of this magical & wonderful process. And that I have been allowed to become a part of God's creative process is amazing! The ultrasound just reminded me of how awesome God is. WOW!