Hiding Inside

Hiding Inside

Have you ever felt like just hiding inside away from it all?

That's how I feel right now.
I don't want to go anywhere. I don't want to see anyone. I just want to stay home.
The HOT weather isn't helping, of course. Who would want to enter a furnace right? That's how it feels when I go out that door.
But the hot weather aside, I think it's just me. I'm just in this phase. I feel like I just want to cocoon myself and maybe then I can emerge like a beautiful butterfly after. Right now, I guess you can say that I'm feeling like a big fat caterpillar.
I don't recall having these feelings as intensely as I am having them now. I've had bouts of not wanting to go out and just veging (sp?) out at home in front of the TV. But this is something different. I really do not want to see anyone I know. I leave the house just to do my errands, i.e. grocery shopping. I don't even want to talk to anyone, aside from DH. I'm just not in the mood. I'm not even in the mood to do any digi-scrapping. I have no urge to do anything except lay down, watch the kids play and watch mind-numbing television. And there is no will whatsoever to get myself out of this funk.

What is wrong with me? I'm going mental, aren't I?

Just thought I'd share that in case someone else is feeling it like I do.

{SIGH}