Argh...

Argh...

AARRRGHHHH...

Just wanted to say that. I am obviously not having a good day. It hasn't been a good couple of days actually.

And I just wanted to vent.

Not going into details...

I want to scream at the top of my lungs.
S.T.O.P!
W.H.Y!?
I feel like I'm about to burst.
My eyes are welling up
with tears of sadness
more tears of anger.
I want you to look me in the face
and see the anguish in my heart.
Sure, I know this too will pass.
Until then, I will have to live
with this load in my chest
that makes it harder to breathe,
and harder to live.

I want to scream at you.
Yet I can't.
I choose to keep silent
As you stare blankly right back.
I try to ignore you
I pretend you're not here
In the way that you don't see me
In the way that you ignore me

We should face this demon.
Talk about it, you know.
But we never do...
We just wait until...
Again,
You don't see me.
I pretend you're not here.

***Thanks for letting me vent. I feel better having "spoken" to someone.