to blog or to blog some more

to blog or to blog some more

I woke up early today and couldn't go back to sleep. Went back to bed though and snuggled into the warm retreat of the blankets. It was raining hard outside. Tried desperately to fall back asleep. Too late. My mind had woken up and thoughts started running thru my head. As I mentally listed the things I had to do for today, the blog came to mind.

Then, I thought..."Wouldn't it be nice to have a blog for each of my kids?" There, I could write in their adventures, my own thoughts and dreams and fears for them. Then, when they're older, I can print them all up, compile them into a book and wrap it up as a gift - for maybe when they turn 18 or something.

Sure, that would be a good idea, don't you think?

The thing is...I've got three kids... two, already born and one on the way. Will I really be able to manage 3 blogs aside from this one, my own? As it is, I have just begun my own. Is it realistic to think that I can it? I know I suffer from ningas kugon. I start a project with much gusto, but more often than not, lose steam eventually as the novelty of my idea wears off. So, do I allow myself to get sucked in with my initial enthusiasm for blogging and just hope I sustain it? Or do I let things settle, see if it's all worth it then decide if I want to make individual blogs for my kids? Hmmm...

Then again, this thing is free... If I decide to stop blogging, or decide that blogging for 3 kids is too much, I really lose nothing. At least I would have made few entries already right? Those entries may one day give my kids a glimpse of how much their mommy loves them.

Am I making too big a deal over nothing? I think isa pa yan sa mga sakit ko! Overthinking things!

Oh well, bahala na!